Thursday, January 22, 2009

Single..


Why am I single now? Nothing bad to write. But if I can fully invest in my "company" I'll put it all in the pot. Really no need in putting a penny here and there; "interest" grows when you're focused MAAANNN lol. Maybe my entries will get a little more interesting down the line, but I read something earlier that has that chapter on hold. I am not looking forward to publishing drama, but for the record, people should really watch what they write and pay close attention to what they read lol.
I have found comfort in being single, just like I have found comfort in a meditative form of isolation. I have learned to be able so socialize and put on a show, but retain a sense of self control and responsibility. I have learned that loving my "blood can be as thin as water" family & friends & could have been more but now less men lol from a distance actually preserves good feelings towards them. I have learned you could be around someone your whole life and discover they are no more than a stranger. Then you meet a stranger and discover a friend that makes you feel that you've known him/her forever. I learned along time ago that when you feel you will die without someone in your life that if you let that feeling die you realize you never were really alive with that person to began with. I have learned that there is really no point in making a checklist for the "love of your life" because we are not manufactured products; we are all human and we all sin and only love will smooth out the imperfections. I put my foot in the water...and slowly ease myself in...if it gets too crowded or I feel raindrops on my cheeks.I get out and wait for a brighter day and my own space...but man, do I love to swim :-)
Disclaimer: I've been taking a lot of pics of people lately. Some of them were candid; others portraits. This is out of the ordinary for me because I usually do exterior arcitecture and whatever. After looking at Taylor Boo's last slideshow I thought I'd give it a try.

12 comments:

Taylorgotbeats said...

single aint bad....
haha Taylor boo's.. thanks for the shout out

Taylorgotbeats said...

oh YEA i love the photos the 3rd ones my favorite

Miss.Stefanie said...

Being single is a meditative experience. Me, being single for years has taught me independence and learn to love myself and know myself more.


I still wanna know what kind of camera and program you use!!!

King.Price said...

its definitely a good look...
i love the single life..no one to answer to...

JKisz said...

Stef: I use a Canon Rebel Xti and an Olympus E-500. And the programs I use when I edit is Photoshop cs3 and Paintshop Pro X2

Miss.Stefanie said...

Ahh you got a rebel! I chose a Nikon...Hmmm I need to start getting back into my photography skills. Brush up on them.

kmX said...

I love all the flicks, but the candids are my favorite. Something about catching people in their natural state gets me. Good work girlie ;]

And single life...two thumbs up! Although occasionally it gets a little lonelyy.

Domenic 'Dom Corleone' said...

'I have learned that there is really no point in making a checklist for the "love of your life" because we are not manufactured products; we are all human and we all sin and only love will smooth out the imperfections.'

So very true.

I'm too young NOT to be single :)

Brothers Blog said...

Man this is a great post. Love this part. "I learned along time ago that when you feel you will die without someone in your life that if you let that feeling die you realize you never were really alive with that person to began with."

That's so damn true.

Love the pics btw

A.R. said...

i love the photos, hun.

Eighty4 said...

iLL post

Chi-Chi said...

Single= stress free :D