Saturday, January 24, 2009

Rambling --For HIM


OKAY! This is my blog and I'll cry if I want to damnit.

I know you're readin this and I honestly don't care. I want some fuckin attention and if I gotta act like spoiled brat to get it then I'm gonna have another temper tantrum; a certified bitch Fit. A got damn "Marsha Marsha Marsha" attack.

Thank you. NOW! I have discovered a lot about myself. First of all, I want the very thing I have been fighting and that is scaring the mess outta me. Ahem. Companionship. Ugh, I cant believe I actually admitted that. Eh. I am a lot more sensitive than I thought I could ever be and I can't hold a grudge; obviously. I guess I gotta throw in my soldier rag.

I thought love was something you had a choice in. But now I'm searching for the person with the remote control that goes to the antenna so I can rough it lmao. I can't say the words "I miss you" so I end up saying everything else and it comes back to haunt me; so catch the hint and spare me the turmoil please and thanks. I don't need to hear the lesson about jumping in the deep end while I'm drowning. I know what you want, you want me to have an airplane spray it across the sky. But there, I said it. Well kinda. So now shut up but say something...and leave me alone, but come here lol. And "you better not hurt me or your gettin the fist"-the Wood lmao

Dag, if this doesn't move you then it's gravy cause I'm throwin my panties at the screen from turnin myself on! Hahaha just jokin lmao.Yes I am sick with it...sick in the head or something lol. Ugh. Someone SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!

Now I'm gonna go to sleep and pretend I didn't post this because I'm rambling..

11 comments:

Miss.Stefanie said...

Sometimes you have to have a tisy-fit. I am a firm believer it is good for the soul. And like you, I never say how I feel directly to someone I truly care for companionship wise For me its a big deal. Ive been told useless words and I dont think some words should be thrown around.

Its your blog and mamas, you can cry if you wnat to!!

kmX said...

Lol I thought this was gonna be sad, but you made me laugh.

"Dag, if this doesn't move you then it's gravy cause I'm throwin my panties at the screen from turnin myself on!"

LMAO. You're hilarious. But rambling isn't so bad, help get everything out and it always makes me feel better...

Stylistic Flowz said...

So I c you are a fan of the Wood. Which is one of my favorite movies. So maybe I was tweakin when I watched the movie, but was that the shortest sex scene in the history of movies. I would have been mad to have been portrayed as a dude who can only last about 5strokes lol...but anyways. Hit me up, bye.

A.R. said...

don't cry bookie. =/

Celly Annabelle said...

Thanks for the comment. And aw, love - just let alllll that shit out. It's good to vent. Hope you're feeling better :/

the YOUNG LIONESS said...

i feel the same way often!

diplomatikk said...

you're so cute. like i have nothing else to say, except you are fuckin' ADORABLE!

alexis b. said...

aww its ok to crave companionship.

StarzGazR said...

LMAO "Dag, if this doesn't move you then it's gravy cause I'm throwin my panties at the screen from turnin myself on!"

you are too cute. It's completly normal to want a relationship-- DO YOU KNOW HOW COLD IT IS OUTSIDE??

it's def that type of weather that you just wanna cuddle and get some *sexy time*

JuJu said...

lmfao; i hear ya tho!!!

ariele said...

j ur soo funny lol
every chick wants attention
duhhh